I’m asking HaShem strength for recovery from extreme depression brought on by PTSD and physical problems! Including macular degeneration! I’m only 90 and I totally trust HaShem to give me the strength and courage to keep pressing forward and to stop the thoughts of others doing suicide! I have known 15 people directly that have committed suicide since my childhood and the thought is always in my subconscious mind without control of my conscious I suspect! No!, I have no intention to commit suicide but act of others doing so haunt’s me! I was in Korea 70 years ago in the 10th Corps/7inf. Div. And I finally got 60% disability with no trouble and the Va has been very kiNd and helpful but I ‘m still calling on HaShem for His help and blessing! I subscribe to being a Noahide and my grandparent were Jewish in Ukraine 1868 -1890 then converter here to Russian Orthodoxy to live with other Ukraine and Russian folks near Pittsburgh, Penn. I would of liked to make/the conversion and studiedly for a while but the local Synagogue finally closed and the student Rabbi from Hebrew Union from Cincinnati stoped coming here and besides I’m 90 and don’t have much time left! So that’s my story if any one is interested!
11/05/2022
I’m asking HaShem strength for recovery from extreme depression brought on by PTSD and physical problems! Including macular degeneration! I’m only 90 and I totally trust HaShem to give me the strength and courage to keep pressing forward and to stop the thoughts of others doing suicide! I have known 15 people directly that have committed suicide since my childhood and the thought is always in my subconscious mind without control of my conscious I suspect! No!, I have no intention to commit suicide but act of others doing so haunt’s me! I was in Korea 70 years ago in the 10th Corps/7inf. Div. And I finally got 60% disability with no trouble and the Va has been very kiNd and helpful but I ‘m still calling on HaShem for His help and blessing! I subscribe to being a Noahide and my grandparent were Jewish in Ukraine 1868 -1890 then converter here to Russian Orthodoxy to live with other Ukraine and Russian folks near Pittsburgh, Penn. I would of liked to make/the conversion and studiedly for a while but the local Synagogue finally closed and the student Rabbi from Hebrew Union from Cincinnati stoped coming here and besides I’m 90 and don’t have much time left! So that’s my story if any one is interested!