Emuna is also – being true to yourself and setting healthy boundaries at work Speaking up when necessary instead of fearing your boss Refusing to do work or be in situations that don't feel right in your gut (intuition) Treating other people with kindness instead of stepping on them on your way to the top; viewing others as collaborators rather than competition knowing there is enough to go around not exploiting others paying debts you owe etc. that's the real emuna. Not what hecsher you ate.

What if one keeps mitzvoth, prays vatkim almost (90%) everyday and still can’t afford anything???

I don't think I'm breaking anything from the Torah etc, I'm not a rav or posek but I'm quite confident I'm doing a lot! SPECIALLY since I was born eating pork, take to church several times a week and the list goes on… On top of that Elyahu HaNavi tells me in dreams to buy a lotery ticket, that I'm the Mashiach and I can't stand it anymore, I barelly pay rent and I have to hear I'm supposed to be a king, sorry, I don't buy your ideas.

I don't think I'm breaking anything from the Torah etc, I'm not a rav or posek but I'm quite confident I'm doing a lot! SPECIALLY since I was born eating pork, take to church several times a week and the list goes on… On top of that Elyahu HaNavi tells me in dreams to buy a lotery ticket, that I'm the Mashiach and I can't stand it anymore, I barelly pay rent and I have to hear I'm supposed to be a king, sorry, I don't buy your ideas.