This makes perfect sense of since the day of my brith I have suffered daily I have repented everyday and asked Hashem to forgive me and I knew it was him all along I will not lie many times I’ve said I hated Him and I choose hell this God of the jews is a pain in my right eye truth be told I choose the rfid chip but I have no choice in the matter all I know for sure is I’m glad I’m not a jew yet Hashem dose this to a gentile idiot like me this book makes perfect explaination of all the turmoil of my life I guess in my heart I hate Hashem and here I was thinking I loved him I guess he knows me better then myself